Just sitting here, eating my lunch and enjoying the sunshine and peace and quiet. J is taking his nap and I just don't know what to do with myself...in one instance, I should be getting the housework done, but in another, I just wanna take time out to do absolutely nothing....or rather do something for my well being. Finally the company has ceased for a few weeks and I have the house back to myself again...L is gone, but won't be for very long and I am really enjoying it. It's going to be all too strange once L is always home again....Just when I start to get used to the fact that he leaves ....I definitely will enjoy it, don't get me wrong...It will just be weird cause I'm not used to it. Even when he was home for a month waiting for the baby to be born, we were going crazy, because we weren't used to spending THAT much time together.
Anyways...I am rather excited for my California trip....plenty of people I want to see and hang out with, but more than that, I can't wait to see Cheri. It's been a long time...almost a year, since we've seen eachother....we used to share a room....used to share just about everything with eachother....and I miss that kind of bond with another girl/woman.
So I'm actually happy....I'm happier than I have been in a while...My husband and I are in a great place....it's sooo close to the end of his promised time that we can taste it....and J is getting so big and so full of life....and I finally feel normal and have things to look forward to ....and I have ambitions that I want to put into motion ....I'm so incredibly excited to see what the future holds!