seems like forever...

Wow...it's been quite a long time since I've posted...I've been to California for a month and back and then had two waves of L's family come and visit...we've been crazy busy...not to mention that L's work has been keeping him quite busy.

We have been worrying about what lies ahead for us in the near future....L decided to re-enlist, and has applied for a job that he would not only be fabulous at, but I think he would enjoy it immensely! Then I find out that 8 other people from his boat applied for the same job, and now he might not be as "a shoe in" as we originally thought. So now we are walking on eggshells; I am constantly thinking about what the hell are we going to do if we do not get this job??? We were all set on getting that job and buying a house in the next year and I was going to start school and we were going to pay off all of our bills....It was an absolutely perfect plan! I suppose to perfect to actually happen....although, it still hasn't been decided for sure that he doesn't have it. So basically I am driving myself crazy for nothing...LOL....

Other than that, I am trying to figure out a way we can go back to Iowa in September for L's Mom's birthday and surprise her. And J has been sick, fever and all, for the last few days...he's been cranky, sleeping a lot and just sitting around all lethargic.

SOOO....basically, our family is boring, and have really nothing going on, but this is what I do...everyday...